Thursday, April 2, 2009.
hi!!> 6:39 PM.
hi my dear classmates! this post is my personal view.. dun get offended after reading this post.. i m not shooting anyone of you!! it is jus my personal view.. maybe i wan share something that i feel about this class.. to be frank wif all of you since the day i come into this class together wib u guys, i m trying to control my feelings.. i jus tat i can't accept that i m in this class.. because i feel tat i prefer following up together wib my frens..
the first day i came into the class.. i started to become moody.. n for jus the first day.. i tink tat the class is lyke so extremely noisy.. dun give mr lee chance to tok.. dun give him the basic courteousy of a student should have.. i noe mr lee usually treat all of us lyke frens, budd however after all he is our teacher or even our form teacher.. i feel that we should at least give him the basic respect by listening to him ryte.. ok..
this year i noe it's 5n.. n is the last year of secondary school life.. so i jus tink that i will nid adapt to a new environment.. also this is the last year.. so i tink of alot of things to do to make u guys happy.. example.. noticeboard to brighten up the class.. class jersey to show that the class is united.. class blog to keep up the latest information.. and more gatherings ahead..
sometimes i m wondering.. i m doing too much of stuffs.. my fren my families scolded me.. they say.. always do so much of things.. how bout ur studies.. but because i love all of you!! i treat all of u as my friends.. so i wanted to help u.. i can put in lots of effort for all of you.. but.. i jus wish tat all of u will appreciate wad i have done for all of you.. and sometimes in the class when i heard some sarcastic or even some unwanted things that come out from ur mouth and it's refering to me, i feel hurt.. even though i am strong at the outside but i m weak in myself.. i m jus trying to control my feelings.. that's it.. i really feel that i m lyke a transparent person in the class.. that's it.. all i wan is that everyone n me will be happy and play a part as a class..
i feel tired at tymes when handling all this things.. i feel sad at tymes when i m in the class.. example.. the class noticeboard.. this is the first tyme i n a small group of people stayed back to complete in such a rushing tyme.. i only have anselm, kaili, ishaiqal and meryl and me.. the rest of you!! hais!! nevermind.. last year.. i do.. budd sometimes.. i tink that when someone put in so much effort in doing things i think that all they want to hear is jus lyke praises and not comments.. frankly speaking when the tyme when i heard the comments made.. i was really angry.. is lyke if u all so clever then u all do urself lo.. i dun care le lo.. budd i care for all of u.. i wanted all of us to win.. n not making any single one of you down.. this is still alright.. the class jersey.. you all noe how many tymes i have to go down to queensway.. budd thanks to those who accompanied me!! heEx.. n os do u all noe i have to fork some money first and this is they first tyme i m forking out more than 100 bucks jus to pay for the people first and some of u still haben pay..
the thing i wan to emphasize today is not i m saying that our class is no good.. is jus that i dun wish to listen some unwanted things which comes out from ur mouth n refering to me.. i tink all of you have feelings.. imagine putting urself into my shoes.. how i feel whenever i heard those things.. eventually i will have mood swing.. i jus want to say one last thing is that NO MATTER HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT INTO THE CLASS, I WON'T GRUMBLE OR COMPLAIN. BUDD I JUS WISH THAT ALL OF YOU WILL APPRECIATE IT AND SUPPORT ME.. i will think more things for our class dun worry.. jus want all of you to be happy.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU KKAE!! WE ARE JUST LYKE A FAMILY!! 5N1 ROCKS!!
Something i m thinking of, and wondering does it works??
I m thinking of creating a study group!! which means that we will arrange and manage our time well.. after remedial.. we will stay back together and clarify our doubts.. and discuss with each other.. it do not have to be the whole class staying back together bud jus lyke a few of us sitting down together and ask each other about the topics we learn and you dun understand or any hwks which you dun understand.. i set up the vote poll below the tagboard.. vote and type your name and comments in the website after you click either yes or no.. thank you!!
once again, thank you to all of you!!
-posted by rayMOND-
